A Child’s Hard Life and Her Life-Changing Christmas

I was the oldest of four kids but when I was about 8 years old my parents were taken to prison because of their involvement and illegal activities and I didn't know if we were ever going to see my parents again when Veronica Miranda was young life was hard and as a result so was her heart until one Christmas when she received a gift that began to soften her hardened heart look at everything I've gone through like I hate God and God hates me so why would I receive something like this and why would someone say they love me if they don't even know me Veronica Miranda discovered that the answer to all her questions was found in the Christ of Christmas welcome to the Christmas episode of GPS God people stories it's an Outreach Of The Billy Graham Evangelistic Association I'm Jim Kirkland from the moment he was born in a Bethlehem manger 2,000 years ago Jesus Christ was destined to die on a cross but as you'll hear Billy Graham explained later in this episode he was also destined to be resurrected 3 days later and to be the answer to all our problems and Jesus Christ is more alive than ever before he is alive to conquer despair to impart hope to forgive sins and to take away our loneliness and reconcile us to God accept Jesus Christ This Christmas give him the gift he most wants your heart if you'd like to know more about giving your heart to Jesus Christ and letting him give you joy and peace in return visit our website find peacewithgod.net that's find peacewithgod.net now if you'd rather speak with someone call the 24-hour Billy Graham prayer line at 855255 7729 that's 855255 pray GPS God people stories While Veronica Miranda is preparing for Christmas she's also busy showing others the hope of Jesus Christ in her own community of Fort Lauderdale Florida for one example she's been packing Operation Christmas Child shoe boxes those are boxes filled with gifts to go to children in need around the world she's also been serving on her Church's Outreach team which helps a small school of about 30 students a lot of people people like this micro school that I go in I don't go in and saying you know here's all my Bible verses and I'm a Christian and I go to this church like no I just come in and I love on them and then they begin to ask questions like well why are you so nice why do you always smile why do you care about us and then that's the opportunity where you say well because someone cared about me and his name was Jesus so I think the holidays is just an amazing time for us to truly live out like Jesus did this time of giving and celebration is what Christmas is all about for Veronica today but it wasn't always this way this is how her story began so I was born in San Antonio Texas to an American father and a Mexican mother I was the oldest of four kids but when I was about eight years old my parents were taken to prison because of their involvement in illegal activities I didn't know if we were ever going to see my parents again she would see her mom again but it wouldn't be for a few months during that time Veronica her sister and two brothers were placed in a large foster home that had lots of other kids when her mom was released from prison she decided to make a big change for the family we moved to the northern part of Mexico where she was born and raised and we're getting adjusted to this new country this new place new everything while they were in tragedy struck the uncle they were living with was killed possibly because of drug cartel involvement says Veronica the family was once again in crisis and once again they had to move from that moment on we didn't really have a stable place that I could call home you know we were going from one house to another from place to place from City to City just my mom my siblings and I the family of five was about to suffer yet another tragedy Veronica was 11 when it happened I remember that day him my cousin and my little sister they were jumping on some bunk beds and my little cousin accidentally pushed my brother off one of the beds and he fell and hit his head so we brushed him to an's hospital we were outside of ma a major city so they didn't have the necessary equipment to perform the surgery that he needed 5-year-old Alex was rushed by ambulance to the nearest children's hospital which was 6 hours away Veronica's mother stayed without Al in the ambulance Veronica and her siblings followed in another vehicle after they arrived at the hospital the kids saw their mom sobbing they had never seen her cry before and we came up to her and she said that Alex was now with God we were all just shocked and I was there with my siblings you know I'm the oldest and they kind of don't understand just about 15 minutes after learning that Alex had died another shock came for Veronica my mom she comes up to us and she says that you know we're in a children's hospital there's children with lots of needs and my brother had um he was pronounced brain dead but the rest of his organs were perfect so she decided to donate his organs now again I'm in shock don't really understand a lot of the science you know I'm like 11 and she says that there was a child who needed a heart and she donated my brother's heart and man in that moment I just remember feeling so angry that anger was directed toward God I didn't grow up like going to church knowing about God just you know what you see on TV and what you hear about but in that moment I was just so angry at God I I was just tired of everything that we have already gone through and then on top of this he just took my brother's perfectly good heart and just gave it to another kid I was just so heartbroken and angry like I I just didn't I couldn't comprehend why it's such a supposedly loving God would do something like that Veronica had been the one who heard the crash of her little brother's body falling from the bed she had run into the room and then rushed to get her mom then just like that a few hours later Alex was gone and part of her mom left with him she went in this huge depression she didn't want to see us she didn't want to talk to us it just felt like maybe to her it felt like she had lost all her kids you know she didn't want anything and and I remember that was very hurtful because then now my siblings would look up to me and be like well she's not available so you're the next one Veronica had to grow up fast and not just because of her mom's depression two months after Alex's death Veronica's mom was arrested again this time though she wouldn't be out anytime soon she was sentenced to 40 years in a Mexican prison I that point you know it was tough not only losing my dad my uncle my little brother but now my mom and I did feel just this huge responsibility on me I I I mean I remember that day very clearly when they came and they took her they were like it was apparently something with the car they just need to check like a registration like it seemed very harmless and they took her to the police station or something like that but then she never came back from that when Veronica's mother called her she didn't have much of an explanation she just said you know Mommy did some things and she needs to go away for a while we actually stayed with this lady that she used to work for my mom and she was taking care of us and at the beginning she was very nice and great but it just got really bad she would hit us like she would abuse us physically and she would take us in and out of school she stole a lot because Veronica's mother was in a prison about 10 hours away she had no clue her children were being mistreated and then one day she wasn't there when my mom called on the phone and we told her everything and that's when she had told us that she was already feeling something in her heart that something wasn't settling Veronica's mother had an idea she had met a pastor who ministered to inmates of the prison and who also helped with a private Christian orphanage Veronica's mom arranged for her children to go there we got to the orphanage I mean this new place and I had never been with that many children I honestly it this is very silly but when my mom was kind of explaining what an orphanage was to us I we grew we were very innocent we didn't know about a lot of these things and I asked my mom was like is it like the Zoe 101 show like what is this like I'm so confused so I had nothing to reference it so we got to the orphanage and everyone was very nice in spite of how nice the people in the environment were Veronica was still intimidated she and her brother and sister were joining dozens of other children her brother would be in one home and she and her sister and another Veronica was about 13 at the time and she began to realize that she had changed that her Outlook and her attitude were different than they had been not all that long ago I was just very angry at God very angry at people I didn't smile I could care less about anything and going into the holiday season is when I was even more sad because that was going to be the first holiday without my family or at least without my mom Christmas for Veronica's family had always been a very festive time holidays were huge for us especially for the Latin culture we love to have a party so that was a very fun time in our family where a lot of our family would gather where we would cook where you would see all your cousins all these great things and that was the first year I wasn't going to have that and even though there was lots of kids lots of people there I just felt so alone like no one saw me no one cared about me no one loved me but God saw Veronica he cared about her and loved her and she began to discover that on Christmas Day the director of The Orphanage called all the kids to come downstairs he wanted to share with them the true meaning of Christmas he told the story of Jesus in a way that Veronica had never heard before I thought Christmas was about celebration and the gifts and Buddy the elf and the cookies and you know all those kind of things not about like Jesus so then he was like okay we have some gifts for y'all and and they start handing out the shoe boxes but these weren't regular boxes of shoes they were Operation Christmas Child shoe boxes Operation Christmas Child is an Outreach of our sister Ministry Samaritan's Purse people pack these boxes with gifts to share the love of Jesus with kids around the world who are in need kids like Veronica when she was in that orphanage in Mexico when I opened my Sho box I mean there's lots of great things in there in my box there was some school supplies there was a calculator like one of those you know fancier ones there was a 12 pack of these super glittery pencils lots of great things in there but when I I grabb my box and I'm taking everything out and I got to the very bottom of my shoe box and I read out a Christmas card and it said merry Christmas you have a family that loves you and is praying for you and when I read those words I just started like crying the words that family wrote were the words that Veronica needed to read and the director of The Orphanage he came up to me and he hugged me and said look around look at all these kids we're your family too and we love you and I just knew in my heart in that moment that that gift was sent specifically for me but Veronica didn't know much more than that she still had a lot of questions and doubts look at everything I've gone through like I hate God and God hates me so why would I receive something like this and why would someone say they love me if they don't even know me Veronica started asking more questions about God and started paying more attention during devotions at the orphanage she had questions like how do you even read the Bible is there specific order what would it look like if I were to I guess join in on this ride with Jesus I really was just so clueless not for long though the spring after that Christmas God used another girl at the the orphanage to minister to Veronica a girl who had been through some terrible situations herself this girl read to Veronica Isaiah 41: 9 and 10 this is what that passage says I took you from the ends of the Earth from its farthest Corners I called you you are my servant I have chosen you and I have not rejected you do not be dismayed for I am your God I will Str you and help you I will uphold you with my righteous right hand and when I heard those words I just felt so loved and so seen in that moment just kind of like when I read those words also on that Christmas card on that was in my shoe box on Christmas day but also this verse it just felt so specific to me it felt very like God he's he literally the way I interpreted in that moment was like okay I took you out of all the situation everything that you've gone through I've brought you here so that you can know about me but also I've chosen you and I will give you the strength and I will give you the power and give you like what you need so that you can live out my Ministry I really did feel like okay God wants me to do greater and bigger things but I don't know what that is Veronica asked the girl to pray for her she was done having anger and hatred fill her heart it was emotionally and physically exhausting Veronica wanted to invite Jesus into her life then we prayed and I just felt like after that I had this Joy I loved I was just happy and I felt like I was able to breathe again more than anything was I wanted other kids to know that someone out there loves them and that they don't have to be angry and that they don't have to be mad at themselves at situations at God Veronica's own situation was about to take a turn for the worse she wasn't able to enroll in school because the orphanage had misplaced her birth certificate the law required that a student had to have a birth certificate and that was really hard for me because I loved school I loved studying I loved learning new things and I really just thought that my education was that one thing that I had control over but Veronica didn't waste this unwanted season she noticed the children in the community around her were hungry hungry both spiritually and physically so I started a community soup kitchen I learned how to cook and I cooked meals for 27 kids so these children would come in every day to eat the meal I would cook Veronica was just 13 years old at the time starting and running a soup kitchen so what kinds of meals does a third 1-year-old running a soup kitchen prepare we asked her we did a lot of rice we did a lot of what we Calla poo which is shredded chicken in like the sauce and then you would serve it on top of a toada so like a fried corn tortilla we would do tacos we would do lots of just like Mexican meals we cook Mexican food we got rice beans now Veronica had started the soup kitchen simply is something to do since she wasn't able to be in school but the problem with her birth certificate was resolved and she was able to return to school within a year before that though she also helped distribute Operation Christmas Child shoe boxes to other churches and organizations in the area and she led a weekly discipleship program from Samaritan's Purse called the greatest Journey the greatest journey is a 12 Lesson discipleship program for children that once they receive their shoe boxes they're inv Ed back into that same place to hear about the word of God I had the opportunity to teach this to the 270 kids of our community but also the 50 kids of the orphanage and it was just a huge blessing it really just strengthened my walk with Jesus and it reinforced my calling and what the Lord had called me out to do that year Veronica started to thrive she built a new kind of family with those around her and she had a whole new understanding of Jesus by the time her second Christmas at the orphanage came around I didn't feel so alone that Christmas I wasn't in such a dark place either throughout that year I was able to heal a little bit more and also just came in with more gratitude Veronica had the joy of the Lord in her heart that Christmas she was celebrating in a very different way within 3 years Veronica and her siblings would no longer be living in the orphanage an American couple who had gone on a mission trip to Mexico had worked to win legal guardianship of the kids first they came down to the orphanage did Ministry and they left but then they came back the following year and said that the Lord had put in their heart to start a process to bring us back to the US so it took about three years and it was it was not the easiest process but the Lord made a way and it was a huge blessing in 2014 when Veronica was 17 she and her siblings moved with that family all the way to Washington State they stayed with them about 2 years before being welcomed into another family the barnetts they are amazing they live also in the Seattle area up in Washington state so when I say I'm going home for the holidays that's where I mean when I go up there and spend some time and even Christmases with them has been a fun New different type of experience the Barnet are not Hispanic so the fun new different way of celebrating Christmas was really a culture shock for Veronica and her siblings let me tell you Hispanic culture we celebrate on the 24th we have a dinner and we love to have music we have dancing we have spending time with family you're talking with cousins aunts everyone until like midnight and then by midnight that's when you know most of the time you can open gifts and celebrate with your family you see all the little kids playing around enjoying C Santa I guess in Latin America comes around midnight but during Christmas Eve in the United States with the barnetts Veronica and her siblings had a quiet dinner of turkey and ham I think that was the first time I probably ever had ham and then it was like 8 o'clock they have this beautiful tradition the barettes where with their kids every year we get to open a gift which is pajamas and a board game I I had NE I don't think i' had ever owned officially a pair of pajamas like you know a pajama set so we did pajamas this 24th and we all did a board game and played together like a family and then everyone went to bed at like 10 o'clock so my sister and I were like what's happening on Christmas morning Veronica and her sister and brother open presents with the barnetts who had two children about their same ages we got to share like just that moment of joy joy and happiness all together smaller environment you know I didn't have 50 kids it was just us there and it it was just so beautiful and they're just such a loving family the barnetts asked Veronica and her siblings how they were used to celebrating Christmas they told them and the next year the Barnett said we're going to do a Mexican Christmas everybody made homemade tamales I was teaching everyone how to make tamales we made I think like 15 toal my sister made some Salsas we made comade Tortillas everything and it was just really fun how they like just really wanted to include us in you know kind of learning about how we celebrate our Christmases it's always a joy to be around them we always are cracking jokes just having a good time and it's just so nice and it's always a joyful time although Veronica celebrates Christmas with her new family the barnetts she's still keeps in touch with her mom who remains in prison in Mexico her mom accepted the Lord while attending a weekly Bible study and today she leads a Bible study in prison and it's constantly encouraging and praying for her adult children when my mom was gone like when she was taken right to prison that was like okay I really don't think I can handle more of this and now looking back I'm just so thankful that God God provided strength the fact that he gave me that strength when I was 12 years old is just an amazing testimony of his word and what like he really is there with us at all times even when we think we're going to break so that just like fills me like renews my faith every 
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 time Veronica Miranda first began to understand God's love for her when she read the card that a family had tucked inside an Operation Christmas Child shoe box that led to her discovery of the joy and peace that can only come from having a personal relationship with Jesus the Christ of Christmas if you'd like to know more about beginning a relationship with Jesus or going further and deepening the one you already have visit us at fine peacewithgod.net that's find peacewithgod.net if you'd be more comfortable speaking with someone call the 24-hour prayer line there's someone waiting to speak with you now at 855255 pray that's 855255 7729 both that phone number and the link to our website are in the show notes stay close Veronica has one more thought about Christmas to share in just a moment you're listening to GPS God people stories a podcast production of the Billy Graham Evangelistic Association today our imaginations go back 2,000 years to that first Christmas when the world experienced three phenomena Billy Graham first there was the star there were many stars in the sky but none like this this one shown with the auror and Brilliance of another world it was as though God had taken a lamp from the ceiling of Heaven and hung it in the dark sky on a troubled World second there was a new song in the air a world which had lost its song learned to sing again with the coming of God In the Flesh hope sprang in the heart of man and led by Angelic beings the whole world took up the refrain glory to God in the highest and on Earth peace Good Will toward men and thirdly there was good news the good news that at last a savior had come to save men from sin his name shall be called Jesus and he shall save his people from their sins he was the central theme of that first Christmas and Jesus Christ is more alive than ever before he is alive to conquer despair to impart hope to forgive sins and to take away our loneliness and reconcile us to God accept Jesus Christ This Christmas give him the gift he most wants your heart this is his birthday let us give him a gift worthy of his love 
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